Closer and closer!!!

Well heard of the phrase,
"Time and tide wait for no man"?
Guess what time is catching up to me. I have a million things I want to do, a million people I want to meet.. It's seriously the hardest thing to say goodbye to friends that you have spent the last couple of years with, seeing them almost everyday if not at College/University, just hanging out, watching a movie and doing absolutely nothing together. All those fun times, a lot of quarrels, jokes, laughter and mishaps. Life has been wonderful to me, God has been to be more precise. I have had the time of my life here with all of you and thinking of leaving right now? Boy oh boy its the worst thing to be on my mind at the moment!

Yesterday was the day that marked the beginning of the last month I am here at home! After that I am off indefinitely, well I have not decided when I will be back, if I were to come back that is?

One thing about me is that I don't really plan very far ahead. I have not always been like this, I used to be very well organised and move and do things according to how I planned it. However things happened, I changed and well this is how I am now. Sometimes it favors me, sometimes not! It's a chance I have to take, and well personally I enjoy life better this way. There is a lot less to worry about, a lot less on your mind , hence resulting in less stress and distractions. Allowing me to be more effective and efficient to do whatever I set out to do!

Okay back to the real deal now, the actual issue at hand, I don't think I am ready to leave as of yet. I have been too attached here and well it's so difficult to just admit the fact and well wholeheartedly say,
GOODBYE!!!

Well I will truly miss this place, and well I hope you know I have my reasons for leaving. Reasons I myself can't comprehend, and well not to boast but I am pretty good and fast at comprehending things. I just don't know whether its a mistake or a the right decision as of now. However, I have made my decision and well I will stick to it no matter what. Sooner or later I will find out the result to my decision when the time comes. Till then I will just have to ponder and wait till time tells it's tale!




I would like to thank you for being there with me all this while,cheering me up, honesty and putting up with my difficult and peculiar ways.
And to you for putting a smile on my face whenever I need it!




On a last note I leave you with these quote,

Be bold, be confident, be alive. A gallery of possibilities awaits you when you make change my friend. Bob Bone

Change is part of every life. Resisting it is often futile as it is frustrating.

Destiny is not a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for it is to be achieved. William Jennings Bryan

Well hope these quotes are right and well all is good!
Have fun!!!

Your Smile!

Sitting here on this beach,

Watch the rain play on the ocean top,

Serenading my ears with such graceful music,

Leaves my heart and soul at peace,

Just like the smile on your face,

Puts a smile on mine,

Melting my heart in the process,

Keeping me warm inside despite the cold times,

Trying to picture you through a looking glass,

All I can see is your eyes,

Staring back at them,

And I can see the world,

You are the universe to me,

I am here trying to justify the reasons,

As to why god is peeking through the blinds,

When I fail to see it’s you on the other side,

Just like a star across the sky,

Just like an angel in my heart,

You are there for me,

To brighten and protect my heart,

Girl you take my breath away,

You make me helpless,

My heart belongs to you,

When you smile!

I will never find someone like you

Because I love the way,

You make me feel when I am with you,

Helpless with your smile!

Until another day brings the magic,

Where we can sing about you and I both,

What you and I both loved,

What you and I spoke about,

I will always remember your smile!

Saab

Just something I wrote a while back about a person that puts a smile on my face. Evidently.

Thoughts!!!

Well I m back here, a place I call home. Along with it, a lot of time to think about things, some I like and some not so much. Thoughts of the future, near and afar scares me. Well if you don't already know me, this is not who I am. I never like thinking of the past and the future. Just love living in the moment. Well but due to a lot of free time u can't help but to wonder. So yeah. Certain decisions made lately, i don't know if it's for the right reasons or not, will it make me happy, the right thing to do and will it be the best for everyone else. A sudden frame flashed through my thoughts about the future and well I came up with this scary part of my life next year.

I WOULDN'T BE HERE!!!

Well i can't imagine my life not here, my friends all left behind, my family and YOU!!! Well it's a long way and a decision made. I have to stick with it and go on. No matter how much it means I have to give up, people that I have to leave behind. I can't imagine not talking to you for a day, not being here on your 21st birthday! I dunno why but that's one of the thoughts that went through my head. A bit on the random note but yeah. You are the first person i think off when anything happens and the first person i wanna tell and share things with. I don't know why but yeah its true. Thanks for being my best friend. Will miss you! Well but for the moment I guess I will just have to live with what I have for now, live in the moment as I enjoy doing and have fun. Embrace every second i got left here and move on once time comes. Till then wish me the best of luck and may we all have fun.
And well treasure every second u get!

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